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[The feed clicks on to show Nat in his study- but unlike his public addresses, he's not sitting calmly at his desk, or even looking at the camera. Instead, he has his back to the device, reaching up to get a book from his top shelf.

His study is nothing short of painfully organized chaos. Stacks of books and loose papers seem to reach the ceiling. His walls are covered with chalk marks, very few of which are English. He has Japanese characters, foreign words, and even a hieroglyph or two- and of course, lots and lots of Latin interspersed, with dark, angry lines connecting words together or crossing sentences out entirely.

It looks very much like he's lost it, especially as he opens the book he'd just gotten, turning slightly so his face is profile to the camera. He hasn't slept in days, his hair is messy from the times he's ran his fingers through it, his shirt is untucked, tie loosened.

With a negative mutter, Nathaniel snaps the book shut and turns to cross out another line of foreign writing, letting the book drop to the floor by his feet in frustration.

He continues working tirelessly, unaware that he'd being recorded, until the feed shuts off.]




[[ooc: SOOOO to anyone who can speak a foreign language, the words he has written are all regarding names- names of deities in that language's culture mostly, but also little scrawls on statistics and probabilities and things relating to alternate worlds, dimension hopping, and Other Places.

I am JUST returning from being internetless as well, so all of Nat's, Rome's, and Regulus' tags will be done shortly <3 <3]]

Date: 2012-01-02 10:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] feel-nevermore.livejournal.com
John... I just said I couldn't tell you. [Tellingh him would have meant betraying the others and compromising the mission. And if he knew her just a bit, then he knew she'd never do that.]

Also I hardly believe that four people missing [Usagi, Rei, Hitsugaya and Raven.] can be called as "half the force".

Date: 2012-01-02 06:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knew-anyway.livejournal.com
A quarter of the force.

[Excuse him, he's still angry.]

That could have been a huge security breach. Even if you couldn't tell me where you were going, if you could tell me you'd be gone, I could shuffle the other units and prepare for it.

Date: 2012-01-02 07:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] feel-nevermore.livejournal.com
I told you: I trust all the members of my unit. They could have answered any call in my absence.

[She doesn't feel responsible for the others who took part in the exploration of the Undergrounds. And yes, she knows there was no one left from Raphael's unit.]

And you know very well that I couldn't have told you I'd be gone without telling you were I was going.

[She's not your not!girlfriend, John. So why are you angry with her?]

Date: 2012-01-02 08:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knew-anyway.livejournal.com
Yes, you could have. It would have been very easy to inform me that you and three other members of the squad, including the entire power containment unit in Raphael's death would not be here.

[Sharply.]

It's not about trusting your squad, it's about putting them through additional work and danger because I didn't know to make it easier on them to make up for all four of you not being there.

Date: 2012-01-02 08:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] feel-nevermore.livejournal.com
Oh. So now I should also have told you about Rei, Usagi and Hitsugaya as well, is that it? Well excuse me, I didn't know I had been appointed responsible for the containment unit while Raphael's unavailable.

[She's glaring at you now, John. What's wrong with you?]

I did not put them through danger.

Date: 2012-01-03 04:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knew-anyway.livejournal.com
[He takes a deep breath, watching her evenly.]

By forcing them to operate without key people? Without a leader and without a backup unit?

Date: 2012-01-03 06:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] feel-nevermore.livejournal.com
Trusting people implies that much.

...Also since when did this become my trial? From hearing you, one could think the whole operation was my idea.

[She snorts softly.] I'm glad to see you weren't too worried about my well-being at least.

Date: 2012-01-03 07:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knew-anyway.livejournal.com
There is a difference between trusting someone to battle a giant and making it so they don't have to in the first place. Perhaps I was mistaken to trust all four of you.

[He shakes his head.]

This is getting us nowhere. Is there anything else?

Date: 2012-01-03 07:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] feel-nevermore.livejournal.com
Listen John, I'm sor...

[And then what he says hit her like a slap in the face. Her jaw clenches and she truly look hurts.]

We did what we thought was right, for the greater good. To try and fix this city. And I was worried about you all up there. I feared Thalatte would betray us... But I trusted some of the people in the city to take care of anything that would happen. Including you.

I thought that if someone could have been able to understand our reasons, accept that and support us, it would have been you.

But perhaps I was mistaken.
Edited Date: 2012-01-03 08:05 am (UTC)

Date: 2012-01-04 02:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knew-anyway.livejournal.com
[He shakes his head slowly.]

We aren't going to come to a peaceful resolution. I suggest we stop arguing. [Quietly, calmly, he repeats-] Is there anything else?

Date: 2012-01-04 04:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] feel-nevermore.livejournal.com
[Raven keeps silent a moment. She was a second away from hanging up on him but it would have been unprofessional, right? So she nods. She's quiet and impassible again, just like him.] Alright.

[She nods again.] I wanted to discuss a few things about the outcome of our Undergrounds exploration and about Raphael's death. Thought you'd have me over for tea. [Because he might have noticed she's wary of PCDs when it comes to important things.] Maybe tomorrow?

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